The day I realized I'm addicted to Slack

I checked Slack 50 times a day.

Email another 30.

I didn't plan to. It just happened.

My brain was hunting for the next problem. The next fire. The next message that needed me.

I'd wake up at 2am and reach for my phone before I was even fully conscious.

The Addiction I Didn't Know I Had

For months at ForkOn, I told myself I was just being responsive.

A good founder. Available. On top of things.

But here's what was actually happening:

I was in survival mode.

My nervous system was constantly scanning for threats. Every notification was a potential crisis. Every message could be urgent.

The problem wasn't the messages. The problem was me.

I couldn't focus. I couldn't think clearly. I felt tired even after sleeping.

I wasn't leading the company. I was reacting to it.

One night, I woke up at 3am, grabbed my phone, and started responding to a Slack thread that could have waited until morning.

That's when I realized: I wasn't in control anymore.

The Dopamine Trap

Here's what I didn't understand at the time:

Every time I checked Slack or email, my brain got a small dopamine hit. Not because the message was good—just because something was new.

Our brains are wired to seek novelty. It kept us alive 5,000 years ago when scanning for threats mattered.

But now? That same system makes us addicted to checking our phones.

The more I checked, the more I needed to check.

And every time I got that small dopamine hit from a notification, my body compensated by lowering my baseline. Which made me feel dull and moody the rest of the time.

I was killing my drive by feeding it cheap dopamine.

What I Changed

I deleted Slack and Gmail from my phone. Completely.

And blocked all other notifications.

I also made three rules:

1. No phone next to my bed
2. No phone after 8pm (and set my phone to "unavailable" for messages and calls)
3. No phone before 10am (not until AFTER my 2-hour focus block)

The first few days were uncomfortable.

I'd reach for my phone out of habit. Feel anxious that I was missing something important.

But here's what happened:

Nothing broke.

No crisis went unhandled.

My team stepped up and solved problems before they reached me.

And I got more done in my 2-hour morning focus block than I used to accomplish in an entire day.

What Changed at ForkOn

Before this shift, I was exhausted and ineffective.

After? I could actually think.

I made better decisions. I saw patterns I'd been missing. I worked on the important problems instead of just reacting to urgent ones.

The lesson wasn't just about Slack or email.

It was about what you let into your awareness.

Most things don't need your immediate attention. But if you're constantly available, everything will demand it.

I learned to protect my mental clarity the same way I protect my time.

I built a team that handles most fires before they reach me.

I built a wall around my focus so I could work on what actually moves the company forward—not just what feels urgent.

The Real Insight

It's not about living like a monk.

It's about understanding the mechanisms that influence your thinking and behavior.

Cheap dopamine—from constant notifications, busy work, endless checking—kills your ability to focus on what matters.

Real dopamine comes from effort. From doing the hard thing. From solving the problem you've been avoiding.

Focus work. Having a difficult conversation. Making a tough decision.

That's where the real reward is.

This Week's Action: Protect Your Awareness

Here's what made the difference for me:

Identify your cheap dopamine:

• What do you check compulsively?
• Slack? Email? LinkedIn? Analytics dashboards?
• What are you doing 20+ times a day without thinking?

Remove access for one week:

• Delete the app from your phone
• Log out on your computer
• Make it harder to check

Set boundaries:

• No phone after [time]
• No phone before [time]
• No phone next to your bed

Watch what happens:

• The first few days will feel uncomfortable
• Your team will adapt
• You'll get more done in less time

You don't need to be available all the time.

You need to be clear-headed when it matters.